"The sky looks so grey to me today, I am struggling to find the sun. I feel like every piece of my life is crumbling away. I am standing as the chips are falling, trying to position them differently but there seems to be a force at work much bigger than me that I cannot control. I can only hope that something better will come out of all this distress. Something bigger that is good. I am smiling and trying to be positive with all my might. The question marks have become bigger and the stakes much higher. It is the calm I seek but it is the storm I feel".
~ Janmaree
